Last seen Today at 7:02am, it’s now 7:53am should I call or text her? It’s too early to call her obviously, but she might be busy in the afternoon and I can’t call her in the evening, she doesn’t like it! Girls can be so complicated. Is it proper to use her WhatsApp or her email?
Hey Ruru, hope you’re well today. I… Deletes.
It’s too plain and I think I should just email her and what’s ‘Hey Ruru‘? Dude be serious. I should just say how I feel and not make it weird, I should first take a walk and come back and just text my heart out. Throws phone on the bed and walks out.
A few minutes later.
This isn’t what I was expecting at all. I thought it would be easy. I think I’m afraid to text her because I don’t know how she will react and what if this messes our friendship of 7 months? I won’t be meeting her anytime soon, but I guess a man gotta do what he has to do…Grabs phone and starts texting.
RE: LOVE NOTE
Good morning Runyararo, I hope you are doing well. I really wanted to call you, but I guess I don’t have the guts to do so, well, this is so because I have a lot to say to you. I have waited for 3 months to do this, but I feel this lockdown won’t end anytime soon.
I’m not going to allow myself to be a victim of circumlocution and waste your time so I’m just going to be blunt as to what my intentions are in this mail. Ruru I really like you, I realised this a few months ago that I want to be more than a friend to you. I want this friendship that we have to become something more important for the both of us.
Remember that day after work when you and your friends had planned to go to Michael Chiunda’s poetry session and all your girls bailed on you and we ended up going together? That was the day I actually fell in love with you. I remember very well the way you were just smiling and laughing throughout the poetry session, that day I realised that I wanted to be part of all that you do and more.
Honestly Ruru, I haven’t been myself these last couple of months, you are all that I think of before bed and when I wake up, before and after work and whenever I’m home. I remember the day you visited me when I wasn’t feeling well, you cooked and cleaned for me, I really appreciate that but I’d like to be with you even in my healthy state too.
I know you might be thinking ‘Why now?’, I’m thinking the same too, it’s not easy for me as well because I have my own personal fears as to how you will react to this, will I loose my friend and all, but Runyararo I couldn’t keep it in, I just couldn’t. I need you in my life for a better direction in every step of the way, I need to love you, to hold you, take care of you, make nations with you and grow old with you.
You are all that I have ever wanted in a woman, you possess qualities of a real woman I can crush all day everyday, you inspire me to be a better man Runyararo I want to be a better man with you by my side. I want to learn all about life with you, explore the world and continue to find my purpose with you right by my side.
To be very honest I love you and how you just challenge me, I remember you telling me that most guys are intimidated by how you handle things when you are doing your work, not me Runyararo, I love how you just do your things, you inspire me honestly, you are the reason I decided to start my own business and I’d really love you to be part of this journey that you inspired because in all honesty you are the real reason behind my success and I am so proud to say it.
You are an amazing soul, you taught me how to live in the right way that pleases God and I was so stupid to not recognise this earlier! I’d love to continue serving God with you Ruru, I want this so bad. You are all that I’ve asked God for because you are just an amazing soul. I appreciate you so much and I will be damned if I loose you Ruru. I’m just being honest. If I get a chance to meet you after this lockdown I’m definitely going to say this over and over again Runyararo and I hope you will consider what my heart is feeling for you.
I hope you are having a great day, please do read this word for word because I mean it. I hope to hear from you soon.